School wasn't fine today !
I went Bong's blog again without realising SHE DOESN'T HAVE A TAGBOARD!
Read her posts and came across this post: 'You're all talk, no action'
totally agree with her !~!~!
Sigh!!! Im tired .
I can't be and i don't want to be like them. Drop those act !
I don't want to ACT in front of anyone.
They had successfully restrict me from speaking the truth , restricting my actions .
Can you imagine ? Im actually watching every word i speak when im with them
In the past, i don't remember that i need to be so careful with words.
I hate it !!!!!
Why? what a good question for us , all , to find out.
Trying very hard to accomodate everyone ! Very very difficult
Seriously, why must i trust you ?
In fact, friends that i trust is not more than 10 (excluding the pais) .
How pathetic can that be ? when u are in a group of more than 10 .
Sometime i feel like telling them straight at their face
' LOOK! WHOSE THE ONE SPEAKING'
I try not to say out im angry/unhappy .
For those who are really close to me , yea , i love them !
They can read my mind , know how i feel at that moment.
Thank you !
Those sensitive, childish acts . It's like OMG+WTF !
So , are u trying to imply that only you are allowed to critise others/me
and i cant pin point your faults?
OR
are you trying to say that u are a saint?
If you want to reason and said everyone will change, i agreed with you.
Who doesn't change? i think i've changed too .
To KanKai everything that i can. Of course , i changed in a negative way too ~
Im being too attitude to some of them .
maybe i fail , epicly , being your friend.
But i really cant stand some . You know who you are .
You are both side of the story .
You are the good as well as the bad. You say negative remarks behind of them and in front of them you try so hard to show that you don't take side. Nice one !
Tell me , who should i turn to telling this?
I bet none of you would belive me !