During the agony of studying, i cant freaking wait for CT to be over and PARTEY! However, CT are officially over but i do not have the party-feeling in me. I feel demoralize, especially when everyone compared their ans after CT and my ans are so different from them, argh!!!
Anyway, i decided to give myself a break after physic paper today. Dont even mention a single thing about physic, it was totally a bitch! Im losing more and more confident after each paper, sigh! Oh back to the topic, i decided to treat myself a little better and went for a shopping spree then meet xy and jerica after my spree! Hehehehe! Never get tired of shopping, i mean who does??
Sigh, i guessed we all get a bit older and eventually we are a changed man that we longer used to be, for the worst or for the better. Had a long bus trip to town and i did some reflecting of my life since my phone batt is draining real fast! I remembered that day i cabbed home then the cabber asked me whats my ambition? Hah, i thought i could ans that confidently without thinking then I replied "idk."*self-slapping* The cabber smirked then he agreed and said that when we are young we want to be everything great but once we get older, our ambition sort of drift away from us because everything is about money and merit. True. Hahaha, i wanted to tell the cabber i wanted to be a police and i wanted to be a lawyer too but then i think it quite difficult to achieve that and people might just laugh at me with my poor standard of English!!!
Then it strike me that all my friend are having their holiday. I used to think that they are workaholic because they works once they have holidays. Then, i realised im such a bitch because they are working hard enough to earn money and there i am spending my allowance unnecessarily. Okay, i know its hard for you to accept the fact that i wrote that sentence BUT seriously, its time for me to make myself useful right?
im gonna work hard to achieve my ambition!
I've become increasingly lazy when it comes to studies! I need motivation!!! :(
